Guess what?

This will probably be the most entertainting entry ever, well in my blog. I've come to two realizations today. I'll start with the first one because it's less scandalous ..I CAN be nice. I know, you probably never saw that coming but it's true. There's this girl in my English class who's a little...chubby? Okay, she's fat but just because I said that does not make me a bad person, I'm just stating the obvious. Anyways since she's a lot bigger than all the other girls in that class everyone makes fun of her because she tries to dress nice but she always looks fat and ugly, according to the assholes in class. No, I've never made fun of her because frankly I don't like making fun of people unless I fucking hate them or something. So today, everyone was making fun of the skirt she was wearing and three minutes before class ended she ran out of the classroom and it was really obvious that she was crying. Before I knew it I found myself following her outside in the pouring rain and then I started saying a bunch of shit. I honestly don't know what's wrong with me. I just started talking telling her not to listen to what everyone else thought because she was really beautiful and I really don't remember the rest but then a couple guys next to us started laughing at what I was saying. But the girl was clearly feeling a lot better and then she told me that that was the nicest thing anyone has ever told her. See, I told you I could be nice. I bet those guys think I'm a lesbian now. HA!

Second realization...I've never told anyone this and I'm hoping that typing this here will make it more "real". Hm...okay. I'm kind of embarassed to admit this but I think I have a crush on my chemistry teacher. Okay, maybe "crush" is a bit childish...how about I am attracted to my teacher? That sounds better. If you follow me on twitter then you really shouldn't be surprised since I'm always talking about him but the weird part is that he's not really cute or anything. He's like 37, married, two kids and is near balding yet I still like him and I have no fucking clue why! I think it's because he's smart and funny. I'm crazy, I know. I don't like him enough that I would try anything on him but yeah...it's weird. I'm not making any sense, I know. Oh, and typing this totally freaked me out more than I already was. Ew, I like a bald guy..gross. Haha. I might delete this right now....okay, maybe not. I needed to tell someone. So, now you know.

- Elizabeth